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I think this can be my official secret blog(:
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[05 May 2008|12:56pm] |
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the first day of the week without a job is boring! but gonna head down to parkway to have steam boat! YUMS (:
been craving for steamboat and cockles for a week.
anyway, mother's is this coming sunday and i have yet to buy a present for my mom. no pay= no pressie. shall give a belated one. NO CHOICE! sian-ness.
alright. now i really dont know what to do but watch the hk drama that mom rented.
BYE
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[02 May 2008|10:52pm] |
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it has been donkey years since i blog in LJ. mayb i should start doing so and dump blogger. (:
anyway, im feeling real lazy, sleepy but dont feel like turning in at all. so boring! and i cant imagine what i will be doing for the rest of the week (S). no money to shop. no money to holi. no money to join enriching courses!!! the world simply revolves around money and i hate that! oh yah no money to buy new story book! irritating or what.
gosh. i feel so much casual with LJ. i can write anything i want without stopping to think who will read it.
HAH!
alright. shall continue watch youtube and my arms hurt from wrestling today.
ouch*
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| emo post. |
[05 Dec 2007|04:34pm] |
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why distant away?
everything seems so different now. i tried not to cry while on the train back.
i was so emotionally overwhelmed that i felt that i am a lunatic.
sad over friends that were once close to me,
sad about whats happening to my lovely,
sad that i have to spend the rest of the week rushing projects,
sad that the weather is so grey, (this morning the weather report said that its gonna be a fine day..)
sad that school is no longer school,
sad that classmates are all so competitive,
sad that i am feeling this sad.
i just dont like feeling so alone.
the moral support i used to get seems to be depleting...
something must have went wrong.
my fault? *depressed*
RAH.
just let me wallow in my own sorrow and detach this yucky feeling.
i can do it =]
their laughter makes me feel lonely.
emo
emo
emo
i love you dearest.
thats one thing im sure of.
H U G S
i am not sure of everything else.
sobs.
byes.
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| monday shakalaka |
[26 Nov 2007|09:35pm] |
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HEROES is starting soon and i cant afford to miss it!
anyway, the weekends were well spent but left me aching all over =( all that walkings from reservior to bottle tree park and around khatib are really goood workouts.
alright. gotta go now and do research =]
peace yo people!
i promise i will listen
to every word you would say before i jump to any conclusion.
i so omg love you =]
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| lazy saturday |
[24 Nov 2007|12:06pm] |
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yesterday was sinhui's HAPPY BIRTHDAY celebration =]]]
firstly was the ice cream crepe and sundae,
then came ENCHANTED which was a superduper sweeet nice movie. i tried really hard to bring myself back to reality. still can't forget the cocroaches scenes. triples ewws.
after which, we headed down to marina SQ and had billy bombers. Yummy food! i wanna go there eat again soon!
and the last stop was DXO. had a couple of drinks and left before 11pm!!! RAH! we didnt even get to dance lahh. but it was still fun =]
Today is another day for the birthday girl to celebrate. who says you can only celebrate on your birthday itself??? go ahead and party for the rest of your month! woohoo!
hee.
i am still feeling really lazy and yet in a mood to study.
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YAWNS.
let's go take a nap yo!
BYES
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[22 Nov 2007|07:51pm] |
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can i cry?
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[21 Nov 2007|10:36pm] |
HAPPY FOREVER MONTH DEAR!
Truely, sincerely enjoyed myself the whole night with your companion =]
dont you think the world just spin around the two of us? H U G S*
GIRAFFE was alright. A lil disappointed but im with my dearest so nothing matters <3
the waiters wore slippers and this made me feel weird dressing up for the dinner. and they dont serve warm water cos they "strongly discourage tap water". Thats what the waiter told me ya know..so i ordered Perrier instead. Dearest said they were trying to earn our money. OH wells, $3.50 only what. Take LORS. Food serving was considered small and i tried the soft crab salad whic wanshi recommended. Tasty, juicy and crunchy and the dressing of the salad tasted like wasabi. hmm..the next time i rather go Minds Dog Cafe at vivocity. so super much better. In terms of the food, service, scenery and everything else. And Giraffe charged $1.09 for staying there for an hour. COOL isnt it.
but still, it was a lovely dinner with the man =]
Before the dinner, we watched BRATZ at PS. Wanted to catch ENCHANTED but the seatings were duper lousy.
Anyway BRATZ was so much better than expected. love it! like what i told dee on msn, its like bratz barbie dolls come alive. hee..those who dont fancy chick flicks maybe you can consider twice before buying the tix.
i learnt about friendship from the movie too. There was this scene where the girls argued about who did not talk to each other initially which caused the cold shoulder thang for two years. and the final verdict was, the fault lies with everyone. Instead of pushing the responsiblity, differences should be put aside and recollect those memories where your friends were there for you.
HAH. i actually needed a movie to remind me that again. but sometimes, friends just drift apart for no reason and dont they think back those moments where they stood by each other? ignorance maybe bliss. but it certainly hurts when you're ignored by someone who you were so closed with in the past. It just hurts. like ouch. the ouch that can make you cry silently. friendship shldnt be just one sided.
i nearly cried during the movie cos it felt so..real. it reflected the whole friendship thing. lol. i feel so girly.
hm. felt better after typing all the shit.
=]
p/s: melissa! thanks for reading my posiondesign and lending me Tuesday with morrie! cant wait =] *HUGS
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[20 Nov 2007|10:49pm] |
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tomorrow is THE special day.
In fact, in an hour or so, its THE special day with my dearest =]
earlier on, mom dragged me to the doc and i got demanded by the doc not to drink cold drinks.
hes fierce and strict and i dont like that. anyway, i set the rules. i will drink when i have to. RAH.
alright. shall get some winks now. YAWNS.
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[19 Nov 2007|10:51am] |
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weekends were great and i enjoyed shopping with my dearest by my side =]
i dont know why,
but i am feeling very trapped.
Trapped in all my worries and emotions. i have to keep myself sane...
anyway,
i finished For One More Day by MITCH ALBOM. Another great book that made me cried. and it made me think whether my grandma will come visit me when she will be in my thoughts on my D day. i miss her.
i wanna read Tuesdays with Morrie too! lend me lend me lend me!
alrights. i better go do my tutorials and research before i start procrastinating again.
im a lazy ass.
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| EMO |
[15 Nov 2007|10:56pm] |
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i feel like im floating away.
Or are all my bff fading away?
SOBS.
maybe its just me. stress is making one think too much =]
saturday to IKEA !!! <3
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| different story |
[14 Nov 2007|10:26pm] |
This last semester did not start off as sweet as i have imagined.
where are all those people i first knew..
RAH!
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| the perfect start |
[11 Nov 2007|01:56pm] |
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end of attachement and school reopens tmr=] but no lesson for me. coolios!
CAn't wait to see everyone back in school and enjoy the last semester. cheapcheap mac!
now is the time to chiong report. . . ...... .... ...
no mood to do at all and i left my thumbdrive at work! so ARGH.. right.
so i shall go watch youtube now.
TAS!
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| SOBS |
[08 Nov 2007|11:35am] |
i am so touched by my boss and colleagues.
speechless.
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| s u n d a y |
[04 Nov 2007|05:06pm] |
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computer is at last in use again. Just nice for me to do my ipp report and update on my LJ =]
hmm. 4 more days of ipp and i guess its time for me to plan what to buy for my colleagues.
food?cards? or what????? i really have no idea. Mom suggested egg tarts but i dont eat egg tarts. i know its not for me la..but..aiya. forget it.
BUY SOMETHING ELSE.
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sunday is all about lazing around the house and being pampered by mommy. LOVES!
happiness really make me speechless.
shall go off now =]
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| sweetest night |
[29 Oct 2007|03:29pm] |
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it has always been the sweetest night since 21st JULY
and i know i can't live without that nightly dose of chats with my dearest =]
8.5 more days to the end of ipp and my report is not even half way thru'
no mood to do at all and i thought i have been waiting for this moment since ipp started???
i can't wait for weekends.
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[25 Oct 2007|11:03am] |
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i am grinning from ear to ear =]]]
sister came back from Taiwan and got all the stuff that i requested for!
AHHH!!! WOOHOO! super elated.
Thanks sis!
will get the photos posted once my comp is fixed. i simply cant hide my excitement laaaaaaaaaa =]
First of all, she bought me a polkadot scarf which supposed to look crumpled. but im gonna iron it. i just wanna see how it looks like when pressed =]
second of all, she bought me my xiaogui's first book! highlight of my month caannn! and i read it this morning in the train. Bravo artpiece <3
thirdly is rainie yang's special edition album=]]] so many extras extras inside.
then its the masscara from there. but looks like a japanese brand.
and...alot alot more. lol. too many to type out.
All these make me feel like going taiwan even more badly!!! RAHHHHHH! LAstly,
from xiaogui's book, he mentioned that there are different emotions that he has and are hard to express. So the only way to show is to DRAW! thats what i think too. drawing makes so much sense and this make me love him even more =]
Cheers to him!
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[24 Oct 2007|11:38am] |
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i need to walk in heels without feeling the pain. Just like how Melissa and waiaung excel in it.
Blisters are killing me again. RAH.
I have been dilligently reading blogs. hopping here and there discreetly as i am the intern. not the boss of mica. anyway, what i wanna say is that, i realised there are quite a few bloggers out there talking about how and what theirir future would be like. Scary thing yea? my future..HMMMMMMMMMMM. i dont know what i wanna be.
and ten years down the road is intimidating. i dont like changes and definitely not saying bye to people who im familiar with. How i wish i can wake up one fine day and know where my life is heading.
At least for now, love is getting on the right track <3 Family is doing great and maybe a few wins in 4D will add on to the happiness? hee*prayshard* Thats all i neeed now. i think.
i also need to joooooogg. or else i will grow to the size of a dinosaur.
SEE! all my sentences start with "i".
How sweet =] randomNESS.
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one last thing before i bounce,
How are we supposed to behave like a 19/20/21 year old?
innocent and simple minded?
OR
manipulative and evil?
Apparently there are evil people of our age out there during ipp and thats why im blogging it out.
ASSHOLE suckers. i wish i can strangle them for being so two sided to my lovely. I know in the coporate world, people climb over each other to get to the top. But HELLO! we are only trying to do weell for our ipp and get over with yearthree. Why cant such people look out for each other since we are all from NYP???
This split personality simply wow me. (in a bad way of cos!)
Go bang some walls kukusters.
keep your mouth to yourself and look at the mirror. it will reflect all those sinful acts you did.
for now, stay strong my lovely =]
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